Hate making my own skin .
Always ending up blurred .
So juz kope from blogskins XD .
So many things happenning .
Breaking down .
Again .
2nd time in my whole life !
Why must things actually happen 1 aft another !
Firstly , it's the test thing .
Alot of misunderstandings .
- Able to forgive , unable to forget -
Should i just let the matter rest ?
But it has gone too far lurhs .
Dhen 0.1 talked to dhem .
Dhey realised how we are feeling .
Seriously , I want more friends , not enemies .
Dhey apologised , I accepted .
But how u want me to forget about this ?
You say u wan go ask him how long in the in house ?
He wun tell you .
He will only say :
It depends on their behaviour during inhouse .
The class will be so damn quiet when school reopens .
It's gan ga to talk to u guys .
I juz don't know why .
What now ?
Secondly , dere's the HIM matter .
Shall not elaborate .
But this matter really make me super confused and luan !
How can i actually betray my friend ?!
Saying tht Shuying dhey all betray me ?
What about myself ?!
Is this called betraying my own friend ?
Thirdly , dhere's a problem btn dhem ,
I can't do anything but to sit back and watch .
None of dhem would open up to me .
Dhey juz shut me out .
What am i suppossed to do ?
According to him , it's Jie's fault .
So it's gg ??
It has been 3 years going 4 .
(I think )
And now , like tht ?!
I really dno what to do .
Many other things going through my mind now .
I'm very luan , sad , confused !
What's this ?
Mix of emotions ?
What am i actually feeling ?
Juz pray tht i can slp peacefully every night .
Aniwaes , going of section outing tonight ,
Having steamboat at BoonKeng or somewhere dere .
Hope to have fun and forget all these troubles .
Tnx KerryJie and Shirlene for making my days better ^^
Loveya x3
Always ending up blurred .
So juz kope from blogskins XD .
So many things happenning .
Breaking down .
Again .
2nd time in my whole life !
Why must things actually happen 1 aft another !
Firstly , it's the test thing .
Alot of misunderstandings .
- Able to forgive , unable to forget -
Should i just let the matter rest ?
But it has gone too far lurhs .
Dhen 0.1 talked to dhem .
Dhey realised how we are feeling .
Seriously , I want more friends , not enemies .
Dhey apologised , I accepted .
But how u want me to forget about this ?
You say u wan go ask him how long in the in house ?
He wun tell you .
He will only say :
It depends on their behaviour during inhouse .
The class will be so damn quiet when school reopens .
It's gan ga to talk to u guys .
I juz don't know why .
What now ?
Secondly , dere's the HIM matter .
Shall not elaborate .
But this matter really make me super confused and luan !
How can i actually betray my friend ?!
Saying tht Shuying dhey all betray me ?
What about myself ?!
Is this called betraying my own friend ?
Thirdly , dhere's a problem btn dhem ,
I can't do anything but to sit back and watch .
None of dhem would open up to me .
Dhey juz shut me out .
What am i suppossed to do ?
According to him , it's Jie's fault .
So it's gg ??
It has been 3 years going 4 .
(I think )
And now , like tht ?!
I really dno what to do .
Many other things going through my mind now .
I'm very luan , sad , confused !
What's this ?
Mix of emotions ?
What am i actually feeling ?
Juz pray tht i can slp peacefully every night .
Aniwaes , going of section outing tonight ,
Having steamboat at BoonKeng or somewhere dere .
Hope to have fun and forget all these troubles .
Tnx KerryJie and Shirlene for making my days better ^^
Loveya x3