Totally rotting at home today .
I seriously miss dh times at camp .
Feeling super emo now .
Just bcoz of 3 irritating people .
Danling , Benkor and Jemo .

Darling :

Everything u ask us ,
We tell u .
We ask u wad u want it for ,
U dowan tell .
Keep keeping secrets from us .
U using us izzit ?
Do u even still treat us like friends ?
It's not dh first time u liddat le ,
U know ?
U realised ?
We all dun like it .
Totally dislike it cans .
Though u are like so close physically ,
But we dun even know wad u tnking .
Can u like just tell us .
Like hw we share always ?

Benkor :

Idk wad's come into u .
Aft breaking with her ,
Everything i say u link to her .
I dun even know ,
If u completely forgotten her .
U tell me u delete her off ,
But i think this is running away .
It's not dht easy to forget a person .
I know dht very well .
I've only forgotten him like ,
For 2 years ,
When i only steaded 5 mths ?
You leiis ?
Stead 2year + .
U tell me u completely forget her ,
U think i believe ?
& wad i say u also link to her sumre .
& i already damn pissed by ppl ,
U come sensitive me sumre .
Say i dowan u as friend liaos .
When i tell u ,
I dowan talk to u ,
I scared fire bigger .
Dhn u sumre ask me delete u off .
I seriously dno lahs .
Hope u see this ,
And think over it .

Jemo :

Stop pissing me off .
U love her ,
Dhn i dun love others ?
Stop bombing me .
Dun self emo ,
Dhn anyhow bomb ppl .
Dun put words into other's mouth .
Just like wad u did to iris .
U think ppl like it ?
U keep thinking too much ,
Think this think that ,
U think i carefree ?
No worries ?
I think i actually have mre dhn u okays .
But do i go to everyone and piss dhm off ?
U sensitive ,
I not larhs ?
It's just dht i know how to ctrl .
Seriously ,
Stop bombing people okays .
Go reflect .

Special dedications :

Jonkor and piggy :

Tnx guys for listening ,
Cheering me up .
Or else i would have really broke down ,
And cried like nobody's business .
Tnx jon ,
For listening ,
Consoulling me somehow .
Tnx piggy ,
For cheering me up ,
By being retarded ,
Talking to urself .
Saw dh conver and had a great smile .
Really thankyou guys ^.^

Iris :

Tnx for helping me ,
Stop jemo from bombing .
Tnx for jiayouing me .
I know i now stand a higher chance .
Tnx for also helping me .
Sorry for unable to talk ,
On stupid msn .
Cannot work .
Wadeva i type ,
Cannot be sent .
So sorry hurhs .

I've been stressed out at home .
Many things happened .
Feeling pissed ,
And kinda sad .
I serious serious seriously miss camp .
It's carefree .
Though it has bad conditioned toilet ,
But other dhn dht ,
Nth else le .
If only dh toilets were rebuilt ,
I wun mind staying dhr .

Songs currently listning / thinking :

Cold wind blow .
Crazy .
Untitled .

Songs dht kinda describe my mood .
Special meanings xD

Do i really stand a higher chance ?
Or are u taking me as a replacement ,
Because u can't get her ?
I seriously dno .
But tnx for opening up .
I know u better now .

I'm losing trust in almost everyone .
Found out dht ,
When i have something to tell someone ,
I can't really find dh right person .
It seems like ,
I'm kinda isolating myself from dh world .
I realised ,
I've changed ,
Different from last time .
My happy-go-luckiness is gone .
It's just a mask i wear ,
Everywhr i go .
I'm going mad .