i'm tooooo lazy to update .
i dun have dh mood .
i dun have dh time .
i didn't even on my com .

mood was baddd these days .
things happened .
things happened on friday and sat .
tnx benkor and jeremymummy aniwaes .
o.1 too , ily x3 .

yeahs ,
dun bother asking if you dun understand .
i'm gonna twit talk ALL DH WAY .

iie'm p!!ss3d , s4d th3s3 dae5 .
iieshx wannas qq0 ecp 4nnd sh0utxz .
m0th3rrxz dunchhs let myiee sh0utxz at h0m3 .
wh4dd c4n iie d0 ?
qq3t 0ut 0f dh h0us3shx ?
iiedk w4d's qq0iiNqq 0n .
f4ncehhs quarr3liiNqq 0ver f00dshxz ?
iie h4bb tuhhxz pr3t3nd tuhhxz w4tch tv whiil3 3av5dr0ppiiNqq .
euushx tnk iie dunchhn033 aNiithiiNqq ?
r3allehhs b0th3r3d bhyee th3s3 thiiNqqshx .
whyiee c4n'tt p3opl3 justtz r34lii53 wh4dd dh3yy 4r3 d0iiNqq ?
iit'5 r3aLLiiehs irrit4tiiNqq euu n0eshxx .
iie r3allehhs w4nn4 tuhh t3ll euush 4ll tuhh st0pp ,
but iie dunchhnoeeshx h0w .
iie'mm sur3 tuhh qq03 cr4zehhs s0mee daees iif tiiSh c0ntiinues .

ju5tt r34dd s3ctii0n bl0qq'55 t4qqb04rdd .
r34lii5sed dh4tt s0m33 p3opl33 ...
r3allehhs dunchhn0esh h0w tuhh 3mph4tii5e .
dhnn whyiie sh0uldd h3 3xii5tt ?
0nliehhs n0e h0w tuhh sp3akk wiith0utt thiinkiiNqqsh .
w4dd'5 wr0nqq ?
euushx dunchh h4bb a h34rtt ?
0hh , dh3n ii3 fe3l sh0 s0rriieshx f0r 3uu .
iif 3uu 4r3 r34diiNqq ,
& s0meh0w 3uu und3rst4nds ,
tiiShhx iiSh f0r 3uu .
FUCK OFF .
iie'm n0rtt dh 0nliie 0ne wh0 thiiNkshx dht waee .
iit'5 r3alliiehs qq3ttiiNqq 0n myiie n3rv3s .
0nce , funnehhsx .
twiic3 , 0kayyshx .
but dh thiird tiim3 , iit st4rts tuhh qq3t irrit4tiinqq .
s0 yeah ,
iif euush kn0w dht ii3'm r3f3rriNqq tuhh euu ,
pl345esh h0rhs .

I HAVE FINALLY GOT IT ALL OUT .
EVERYTHING I WANNA SAY .
BUT I STILL FEEL BAD .

* shutting down in process *

I'm dead ; 07/09/08