Update again ,
No pictures , Nothing .
Wasn't in the mood .
Maybe nx time .

Life has been so damn suckish .
Argh ,
Can't do anything right .
Pissed off with people easily .
What's wrong with me ?

Now i'm skipping school because i don't feel like it .
& i guess i'm the only person who knows the reason why .
I'm turning my whole life upside down i guess .
Only have myself to blame if i flunk my O levels .
But , I don't really give a damn (at this point of time) ,
I don't know why .

Even 200 bucks can't make me happy .
I took my allowance from mummy ,
& i even forgot to say thanks .
Screw myself ttm man .
What's wrong with life ??

I finally recovered from my headache ,
& now stomachache's attacking me , DAILY .
How pissed can i be ?

I want to study !
But there's always something else out thr to pull me away from my books .
Bought cards for revision ,
But haven really started .
Oh boy , I seriously need some self-discipline .

Getting real bored at home ,
(That's why u see me updating) .
But i really don't want to go school .
Argh , getting really depressed these few days .
Cry or not cry ?
I think i just don't want to see people anymore .

Trust ?
Friends ?

Do these things even exist ?
I'm still wondering ..

& i just don't want to force myself to smile again .
It's painful .