Day 2 without you ...

Woke up so many times in the night .

I closed my eyes ,
& dream of you .
My heart aches terribly .
But thr's nothing i can do .
Woke up in the morning ,
& i start thinking of you .
Our past memories ,
Those sweet things that you do .
Tears started flowing down my cheeks .
Hugged lemur and stared at bear bear ,
My heart felt like something just pierced through it .
It's painful , really painful .
But it's your choice i respect .
But if you ever want to turn back time ,
I would be more than willing to turn it back for you .

Talking to Kor on msn last night ,
& he told me to keep a diary .
But i realised as i talked to him ,
I don't even need one .
Everything we did ,
I could remember .
Ask me an occasion ,
I think i should be able to recall .

Each time i think back ,
My heart aches like mad .
Thus , i don't wish to recall those memories .
But i don't wanna lose them ):

I on my maple ,
Slacking in the fm .
Hoping to see you around .
I totally lost motivation to train ,
Should i just quit maple ???

I can't find the courage to talk to you ,
I don't dare to sms you ,
Being afraid that you'll just start screaming at me .
I cannot even find a chance to ask you ,
Are we still friends ?

Time check : 10am .
14 hours left before the next day .
How am i gonna spend this 14 hours without you ?? D:
But it's okay , i'll try .
Someone , help me think of things to occupy my mind ...

Status : Single & Unavailable .
Coz my heart is captured by someone alr .