`Wake up
`Cry
`Facebook Blogger etc
`Cry
`Sleep
`Eat
`Feel sad
`Spammed tv until numb
`No more tv- Feel sad
`Computer
What's next ??
It's only the 2nd day .
I'm dying .
Trying to get rid of the pain in the heart ,
By feeling pain somewhere else .
This isn't what u call 自残 right ?
It's just merely helping myself remove the pain .
& everytime i see the phone ,
I feel like dailing your number .
But i think you wun be happy to hear my voice aye ?
I hate being alone at home .
This feeling sucks .
& the worse thing is that you're not there for me .
I wanna hear your voice ):
Time check 7.40pm .
Approximately 4 more hours before today end .
Time passes so slowly without you .
Argh ..